Sunday, July 29, 2007 @4:43 PM
today damn sad,didn't go church.cause had mavis in the morning.woke up like 8.30,had mavis from 9.30-12.00.a long 2 1/2 hours of amaths.ok,not very long actually,time flew pretty fast,lol.
i remembered i think she going mavis in the afternoon.i thought of waiting,maybe will have chance to see her.but on second thought,maybe its a better idea not to.i don't know why,i just felt its not ok yet.i wanted to wait and see,yet my insides told me not to.ok,thats lame,but well,i forced myself to leave.haiz,when will i get another chance like this.
grr,i don't know why i'm still so pissed with myself.argh,anyway,went kfc to eat lunch with the rest.had meltz!yum.then i left to go home.the rest went lan i think.since i did not have even abit of interest for lan,i didn't join them.in fact,i hate lan.last time i tried playing lan for 2 hours,ended up with a headache.ok,that sucked,or maybe i suck.
anyways,yup.i don't know where i am heading.i keep asking myself,what am i doing with my life?i keep thinking,yet not doing anything.i know its useless thinking so much,i want to do something.yet i can only think cause i'm so useless i can't do anything.
erm,i just remembered,my birthday this friday.i wonder how many people will remember it.how many birthday wishes will i get?i guess none,cause no one will remember.thats life i guess,erm,i mean thats my life.