havn't blogged in a while.
nothing much happened anyway.

mostly slacking at home playing shattered galaxy.
i know its a pretty old game,
everyone playing WOW,dota,maple?
but well,shattered is fun,i even became a payer.
anyway,yup.trying to max my honor,damn long.

on monday,
i met edmund at kovan at 1030,
we took a train down to redhill,
walked around searching for chuangyi office.
cause we wanted to go see the chuangyi warehouse sale.
wow,it really had many mangas.
and the prices were super cheap!!
ranges from 50cents to $3 per book.
i was like OMG!!i'm going to buy the WHOLE shop!lol
but no la,siao,buy too much how to carry home.
my house is not next door.
besides,most of the series are incomplete.
so i just bought a few and left.
ohya,we received this free goodie bag,
inside got a pikachu mousepad!lol
i immediately told jingheng about it and he said he wants it.
jingheng,aka pikachu<<<==has a fetish for pikachus,lol

and then we took a train to tiongbaru.
and guess what,
even i was so surprised la.
cause at the station,i saw the map,crescent girls is nearby.
don't know why la,always see crescent girls reminds me of gloria.
then i was like thinking,
"haha,crescent girls so nearby,later i meet gloria somewhere near"
then omg,the train door open.
gloria walked out,wah.
the train so long,she can walk out from the same door im boarding.
too qiao le bah.haha,but yup.i was shocked.

went to tiongbaru mall,edmund wanted to buy gundam models
we walked up and down searching for them.
in the end he only manage to find one.
we ate at Ljs,
quite nice la the food,but i feel its damn ex.
and everything is fried!
ok,fast food is always fried.lol
actually wanted eat kopitiam la.
but lunch hour,super crowded.
while walking i also saw many christmas sales!
that reminds me christmas is near!
got to stock up on presents for certain someones.

took the train to tpy.
cause edmund taking different line,we splited.
went to tpy,omg,so big la.
had a hard time finding the Lgs there.
cause i wanted to buy shattered galaxy code.
finally found it,but it was weird ok.
when i was at this coffee shop,
i saw the mirror image of the lan shop next door,
i thought the coffee shop was the lan shop,
and i went up to ask the coffee auntie if she sell SG code.LOL
she was like huh??then i realise i in the wrong shop.
damn paiseh la.lol
anyway,yup.bought my code and went home.
i bought TEENAGE magazine and read on the bus home.
don't know why la,quite interesting to read.

yesterday,went to play pool with jacob,joel and the usual ppl.
pool is as fun as ever!lol,
ok la.i go play shattered le.

ARGH!why am i always regreting what i've done.
yup,i did not study to my very very very best,
and i'm not smart at all,
so this is the results i get.
doubt i'll get into the JC i want.
but its already done,and its done by me.
so well,what's there to be sad about,
whats there to regret.
nothing can be changed.
i just have to work hard from now right.

yup,its a fact alright,
yet its hard to accept it,regrets come too.
now i won't get into a good JC.
probably one lousy one and i won't make it to U.
i know its already done and can't be undone.
all i can do is study real hard from now.
but i can't help but to feel down.
mmm,can't control.

alot of ppl have been telling me,
its alright no matter which JC you go to.
comforting words?words of pity?suaning?
i doubt its the 2nd or 3rd.
but yup,although it is mere words.
i really feel much better after hearing them.
thanks alot to all those who said those words.
thanks to god who always watched over us.
thanks to gongtuo,shining and many more friends.
it may be merely a few words,
but it really means alot.
thanks!

mm,why am i filled with regrets?
why am i disappinted in myself?
why am i sad with my results?
i guess its cause it matters alot to me.

a MAN will never regret his actions.
a MAN will never cry over spilt milk.
a MAN will do everything to his very best.
a MAN will protect his loved ones.
a MAN will be a MAN.
and i want to be that MAN!

wahahaha,kk,thats like super lame can.
even i find myself lame,ok,
i gone case le,lol.
anyway,i've really decided!
JINGHENG!mark my words!
I HAVE DECIDED!
i will not procrastinate anymore!
i will really mug hard and study to my hardest!

oh and btw,jingheng is a really good friend,
who suans me when i decided to do something good,
and well,laughs at me when i fail to do something.
(haha,just in case i forget who jingheng is next time)

so JINGHENG!mark my words!!I WILL CHANGE!wahaha

same as any other boring day.
woke up late!about 8.45.
was suppose to meet phoebe at east coast to pass smth.
anyway,was super lazy in the morning,
but since i said i would do it,
i forced myself out of the house.
i hate morning buses,super crowded.
somemore need stand all the way.
haizz,omgzz,i sound so po ma.

actually wanted to cycle at east coast.
in the end changed my mind cause i couldnt see the bicycle shop.
wanted to walk around parkway abit,
but was lazy,in the end just took a bus back home.
tkgs girls are all damn chio la,Zzz.
ok,thats like very random.
on the bus i saw this tk girl.
reminded me of that thing thats happen "long" ago.
its not like we are complete strangers la,but...
GRR,i must really suck la.

anyway,went home,watch shows again.
i want to play pool...who interested??
ohya,i got a call from cartel.
they accepted my job application.
but i decided to reject,
cause i thought i was not accepted,and made other plans le.
they said 1 week,now is like 1 week+ le.
heck la,rest this holiday next time then work bah.
i want to go church camp!!
i've decided to go for both sheng jing fang and 1723 camps!

was listening to the whole jolin album that i borrowed.
i know a jolin hardcore fan mah,so no need go buy can listen.
some of her songs really quite nice la.
like Fear-Free(怕什麼) & Metronome(節拍器)..
got others also la.
ohya,now i know why i prefered chi songs compared to eng songs.
its not because of the singer,neither is it the type of songs.
its the words!!chinese words are more soothing to the ear.
so they sing that time damn relaxing!

wahahah,i finally understood that.HAHAHA!!!
kk,damn bored,i go take afternoon nap!
nights!(x

today is sunday!
churchie day again.(:
went a little earlier,
acutally,i left the house half-hour earlier.
reached there one-hour earlier,hmmm.
but it was like 8 only,all the shops still closed.
i went to this kaya toast shop.
ordered a cup of milo,
sat for a while.

met gong tuo at 8.30,
we walked to church.
today we had 1723 bros and sis over.
they spoke to us about 1723,
played a game or two,
watched a short video clip.
1723 bros and sis are very nice and friendly!
i want to join them in fellowship next year.
but actually i was considering for quite a while le.
whether i should change to a nearer church.
cause i think its not very good la.
but i feel i need to spend more time on my studies.

after that,i stayed on for sheng jing fang.
we had normal singing,than today was fen xiang day!
we each had to discuss how god has helped us in our lives,
and say our thanks prayers to him.
many sec1 or sec2 didn't take this seriously,
some even joked about it,but they didn't mean it la,
i think they were just shy.
but most of us sec4s shared our experiences,
and expressed our thanks to god whole-heartedly.
its was nice,i felt that this one hour spent was great!

ohya,we also practised some songs,
we were going to sing those songs at our camp.
oooh!!and i payed for the camp today!!
yay,i can go!lol.cause past few weeks didn't go church.
couldn't hand in my form and money.
heng they still accept.
went kfc ate lunch with gong tuo then went home.

i damn down la these few days.
i know its all my fault and no one else is to blame.
who ask me never study to my very very very best.
then come back these shit results,
end up no where to go.
i know its already done and no one can change it.
but i can't help it but to feel sad,
feel disappointed in myself.
hopefully i can really change this time.
study hard no matter which jc i go to.
and enter a U in singapore.

was talking to leong yi.
he wanted to learn guitar at this place,
Acadamy Of Rock or smth.
45 mins per lesson,
once a week,$100 a month.
i feel its quite ex la,
and 45 mins like so short,can learn anything meh,
dont know la,need to ask my parents anyway.
i am damn interested in learning guitar!

was talking to meihua also,
she everytime also emo words everywhere,
but since i like to crap,i shall do it here too.
dying is nothing lar,its hurting yourself that is pain.
life is never 100% happiness.
whats there to emo about,life sure got its downs.
haha,like my life!forever downs!
but well,your life has like more than 75% of the time happy.
from what i can see,so whats there to be emo about.
maybe what i see is not 100% what it really is la.
but whatever it is.stay HAPPY!
yea!HAPPY is all life should be.

wah,i crap out is super easy la,
but doing it is not,lol.
hmmm,ya lor,maybe i should try be emo!
maybe i'll feel better.

at home staring at the com again.
all i did these few days were mostly watching shows.
eating,sleeping,slacking,reading mangas,etc.

ytd was PAE.
went to sch in the morn collect some stuffs.
listened to the briefing.
with such results,doubt i'll go anywhere i like.
anyway,i've decided.
no matter where i go,i'll study hard next 2 years.
hmm,thats what i always tell myself.
hopefully i can do it this time.

afternoon went to mrs ng's open house.
she held a buffet there.
most of her students were there.
chatting,eating,taking pics.
we even played the lamest bingo ever!
mrs ng would call for the numbers instead of randomly drawing it.
and most of the numbers called were asked from those who were playing.
but we were all laughing and joking around.
it was fun!bet everyone felt so.

left abit earlier,
went heartland to walk.
no new mangas,nth i needed to get.
walked home.
slacked,eat,sleep,watch tv.
wah,this holi really going to pass this way ar.
i'm the best man,Zzz.

wah,2nd day of holiday,
all i did was eat,sleep,watch tv,slack.
damn boring!

its like go out also nth to do,
can't be playing pool everyday right?
will pok damn fast.
i hate lan.so well,
seems like quite a few people into gaming.
but its like boring la.

maple?battlefield?i don't know,
i rather watch animes.
but don't have so many to last me whole day.
grr,see how tmr,hopefully got smth fun to do.

WOOO,o lvls end le,took my last paper today,
bio mcq,quite easy bah.
but think i made a few careless mistakes.
haiz,hopefully at least 1 of my science get an A.

today,mcq ended at about 10.30,
went home,changed,went paradiz.
actually suppose to meet at 12,
waited like 45 mins before jacob called me.

we went to play pool.
pool is soo fun!!
and i'm getting the hang of it.
but its like damn ex lar,
after about 3hrs,cost like $43.60 for 2 tables.

after pool we went lan.
i never liked lan.
played CS with them for about 1 hour,
then they played on,
DOTA i think,played for another hour or so.

then we went novena to eat dinner,
ate at this hong kong restaurant.
the food was nice,we each chipped in $10,
jacob paid the rest,lol.
but it was worth it lar,its really nice.
we were like joking at the table,
couldn't eat properly.lol
and jacob also took out this book on dirty jokes.
some were pretty lame,but mostly funny,if you get it.

took a train home.
thats my day,first day after exams.
i dont know how will i spend the rest.
heard that she might not be going this friday,
thats sad,i'm missing her already.
LOL,ok,just kidding,
probably.

left 3 days till end of O lvls!
woot!so happy.
today went for chem tuition.
was like doing mcq the whole time,
plus what i did the past few days,
i am totally sick of doing mcqs!

ohya,
i always felt that girls with ponytail are more chio than the rest.
till i saw her la,
her hair length not long not short,
got the style there,plus everything else,
still super chio la.
but today she tied a ponytail.
GOD,GOSH,OMG,WOAH!!
its GODLY la.
omg,i'm getting lame.
but seriously.i believe any guy will just fall for her.
i remember a line from watching haruhi suzumiya.
"ponytails turn me on,you are so pretty that its a crime!"
WAH!,anyone who reads this will think i'm gay.
but OMG,i never want to forget what i saw today.

then i remeber jfeng said he doesn't like girls who play bball.
said they were too boyish.
said he prefer the "sweeet" type of girls.
but today,she had that "sweeet" feeling lor.
its OMG la.GODLY!!YEAH!GODLY is the word.
ahahah.k la.i dont want type le.

zach and jeremy were passing papers around asking for numbers=x.
cause today last day mah.
i was like,erm..ok,its normal.i also did something as lame as this last time.
anyway,today if i were to do it,
it'd be to 1 girl only.
but i peeped at her hp no. from zach's paper.
guess what it is?
911!!xDD.i was like.hmm.alright.no point trying.lol
ahhh,exams not over,must focus on exams!!

k lar,i go find smth to do now,lol,
am still sick of doing mcqs!
maybe later.
GRR,i so wished i had taken a photo of her just now.
perhaps secretly?
but that'll be like so gay la,
so unmanly.
so errm,inhumane?LOL.
kk,nvm.i shall always remember it.never forget it!!

hmm,i rarely do this kinda stuffs,
but i'm like super bored now,waiting for some dls to finish.
got it from someone else's blog,
so here goes.

i write names that came to my mind first bah,cause really too many names with same initials.

A-Alicia
B-Brandon
C-Clarice
D-Daniel
E-Edwin
F-Freddie
G-Gloria
H-HaoXing
I-IanLam
J-Joel
K-KhengYang
L-Leonard
M-MeiHua
N-Nandeesh
O-OngYuZheng
P-PeiHsin
Q-QiXiong
R-Rainie
S-Sonia
T-Terence
U-(i really can't think of anyone who start with U)
V-Valerie
W-WeiJia
X-XiaoDong
Y-YinQin
Z-ZhiHao


1.What does A sms you about?
erm,we hardly sms,maybe about tuition stuffs?

2.How many siblings does B have?
only child i think.

3.What is C's nickname?
hmmm,can't rmb leh,i only rmb emmeric calling her clay-pot rice!lolz

4.How did you get to know D?
good friends since P1!smart guy!(:

5.How despo is E?
lol,how i know,perhaps?lol

6.How much is F younger/older than you?
not sure leh,a few months?

7.Name of G's best friend(s)?
hmmm,sch i dont know la,church maybe wen sze?

8.Does H know I?
probably,same sch mah.

9.What happens if J becomes your enemy?
dont know leh,never thought of it.

10.Under what conditions will K & L get married?
LOL,they are guys!

11.How many people do you know with M initials?
hmm,quite a few bah,michelle,minlin,meihua,minwei,maureen,miaoting,should have more i think.

12.Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N?
never tried before.

13.Do you think O knows P?
Nope.

14.How geeky is Q?
nah,he is nice.liked by everyone he and i know i guess.

15.Is R very popular?
i guess,she's cool mah.at least thats the feeling i get.

16.What happens if S likes you?
haha,won't happen,she has J in her life already!(erm,not the J in my list)

17.Is T a random person?
at times i guess.lol,or maybe not.

18.How are U and V related?
haha,i can't think of any U!

19.Do you take W as anything other then a friend?
wah,why so zhun this ques come out for W.i swear i wrote the names first.hmm,yes perhaps?a secret crush maybe.but doubt she or anyone she knows will read this.so well.

20.When is the last time you met up with X?
not long!just before Os with mrwong.

21.Are Y and Z enemies?
they don't know each other.

22.Of everyone A-Z,who do you love the most?
love?hmm,i like everyone,all my friends.love,well....

23.Will you betray any of them?
maybe i have betrayed friends before,but definitely minor things and i swear i didn't mean to.so erm,tough question,i want to answer no,yet i want to be truthful.

24.Have you confessed to anyone from A-Z?
nahz,i know how bad i suck,won't have the courage too anyway i guess.


omg,finally its done,dl also almost finished.:D

woot,olvls ending le.
left bio and chem mcq next week only.
finally!!can slack,wahaha.(:

had bioP2 and ss paper on monday.
bio was quite easy.
SS was wtf la.i spotted 4 themes,
Theme 1,2,3,5.
in the end theme 4,5,6, came out.
i only had 1 choice la.
but i managed to rmb most of my stuffs.
so hopefully humans at least a C5 bah.

today went to watch {game plan} with
jfeng,jyang,joel,jacob,eunice,dylan,colin.
not bad la,quite funny the show.
met junfeng and jinyang at amk hub to eat lunch first.
we ate at this jap restaurant.
i like the food!
then we took a train down to grand cathay.

guess who we met outside the toilet!LOL.
met sonia,jeremy,alicia,pei hsin,and someone who i dont know.
they just finished watching movie too.
we chatted a little.
usual stuffs,how was Os and stuffs.
everyone seem to have done alright.thats good.(:

after movie,we went paradise play pool.
my 2nd time!damn fun.
soon i want play pool with qixiong and hongkwang again.
then after pool,we went to plaza basement.
ate at this timsam restaurant.
actually i damn full la,but still ate porridge,
and drank ice milk tea.

wah,today spend alot sia.
like over $40 just with movies and pool and meals.
hmm,dont know if i can last whole holiday.
ohya.was asking junfeng if i can work in cartel.
i thinking of going for interview.
hopefully can work for 1 month.

ok lah,better study at least abit for Os.gd luck everyone.(:

weee,another week has passed.
last monday had eng and emathsP1,
tues had emathsP2.
eng was ok bah,hopefully a B3?
emaths was super easy!!i want A1!!
but i feel easy that means everyone too.
so well,A1 also not very easy get la.

this week,studied ss and bio.
today i went library with
edmund,alvin,josh,edwin & shaun.
at first was suppose to be 7.45 meet at kovan.
edmund overslept,made me wait till 8.15.
then reach le he tell me shaun say change to 9.15.
wtf right.
anyway,went mac for breakfast with edmund.
i hate mac's breakfasts.anyway,after that walked to NLB.
1st time i go there study.
always felt it was like damn far la.no point.

anyway,guess who i met there.
i met shihua.was like ehh,that person look so fimiliar.
then i wave she like reluctantly wave back.
i thought i recognise wrong person.
but not la,its her alright.

anyway,stayed at library for 5 hours straight studying!!
omg,1st time,i could nvr sit at my table for 5 hours.
but there is like super cold,went toilet 4 times.
then we went funan eat lunch.

then edwin wanted buy 8.5gig dvd.
we went up find,guess what.
i found out that you can actually play the xbox360 there.
and i found out that shaun they all played for 4hours standing there the other day.
i was like errr..lol,wont feel paiseh one meh.

then they four wanted play lan.
i never liked lan.ps them,went home.
i rather spend my time on animes!=D
so many nice new series!!

ok,about all this bah.see,my life so boring!
argh.we plan le.this coming tues go watch movie!
dont care about science mcqs le!wootz.lol

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