Saturday, February 20, 2010 @2:32 PM
wonder when i will grow up. haha
yup. still as noob as ever.
7 more hours before reporting back to tekong!
sian, how to continue those trainings with pain all over my body.
blisters and all, legs, hands and all..
sian.
i want to say sorry,
yet i know its of no use,
i really don't know what to do.
i keep thinking and thinking but find no solution to this.
hopefully i will one day.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @1:15 AM
after 4 days of hols and finally booking in again tmr.
it so feels like i just started my NS life.
the feeling sucks..
when will i ever get used to NS life!
really glad i got to meet her today.
wanted to club but didn't, ended up just drinking alittle.
HAPPY! hahaha.
Sunday, February 14, 2010 @6:45 PM
finally first bookout.
first week in NS wasn't the best, but i guess its manageable.
have been failing alot of things in there,
but i guess i'll work hard for the next 8 weeks and get my fitness up!
booking in on tues, tired, sianed yet a little excited.
ah well.
prepared the vday stuffs!
but no chance to meet you.
guess i'll use the alternatives!
Happy Vday!(:
walked chinatown last night with the guys and shiying.
first time i did it,
eyeopener i guess.
bet she was counting down somewhere too.
when you keep randomly thinking of her, missing her..
think of her when you are down or need motivation..
is that still only and infatuation?
will it die down after a while?
ah well, whatever.. all i want now is to finish my 22 months of NS.
as long as she is safe and happy,
all rest shall proceed slowly..
eh, freaking photo printer still can't work. HOW??
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @8:09 PM
happy birthday jiaying!(:
i thought i liked you,
i mean i do like you, as a really good friend, as a sister..
i'm a guy who likes it when i am depended on..
hahah, sounds weird.. oh well..
many people keep asking me, even sherilyn last night..
why do i like her?
i didn't answer her, partly cause it was kind of sudden.
and well, it would be weird, as they are really good friends.
i finally understand.
i like her, cause i'm happy when she's around..
her cheerful and carefree nature,
never fails to touch your heart,
make you smile,
i'm not saying this cause i'm blinded by love or whatever.
you would understand if you are her friend and hang out with her.
i never dared say this before but i'm really sure,
she's the one.
she's the one i'll be happy as long as she is happy.
i mean really, maybe i don't know her well enough,
but she's really a nice and great girl.
only thing is she enjoys clubbing which is nothing wrong..
i also enjoy clubbing,
but her going there often worries others i guess.
especially me, hearing all the stories from others,
after a girl gets drunk and stuff..
but well, i believe she knows what shes doing and know her limits when drinking.
and she often goes with a whole lot of trusted friends who would protect her.
so i guess its kind of a relief.
the current me sucks.
i want to improve myself,
physically, mentally, financially.. basically in whatever way i can.
then i would have the fullest confidence to go all out after her.
yes, i know she's the one. i'll wait till i am ready.
as well as when she is.
NS starts tomorrow.
i'm scared. but well, its for the country.
my family, friends, and most importantly her & myself.
i'm going to take this few months seriously and improve myself!
will not get to use the computer much,
will blog whenever i can.
i really hope you will just stay happy and safe!
may god bless all of us.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @1:48 AM
2 more days!
somehow i don't care already! i think..
i'm scared! what is going to happen in the next 2 years!
she hates me, she hates me not..
she hates me, she hates me not..
lame shit!
hope these 2 years will prove it all!
BYE ALL!