Monday, July 9, 2007 @11:05 PM
Friends is my life,Love is my dream,Death is my goal.
omg,yep,i so wana believe in it,at least 2/3 of it is so true for me.anyway,yup,don't know why i'm writing this post,but,i want to remember this moment of my life,forever.
i so like her,is this love?maybe not.well,how can it,we have not even really got together to know each other.Love at first sight?wait,have we even really met?ok,nope.i never felt so strongly for someone before,wait,maybe there was once or twice,but died down after we did not get to meet for ages and i sort of gotten over it.but this time its different.i know its different!i won't let it die down.i will let it remain in my heart forever,it may be a dream,a fantasy,i don't care,i just love you and thats that.lol,i know i suck.i only have the rights to love and not to be loved.everything about me sucks.i'm like so wtf,and she's like so omg.wtf and omg is from 2 different worlds!ok.omg!!seriously crazy le.is this called despo??hmm,maybe,but i dont care.she'll always be a dream.ohya,she said she believed in destiny,in fate.i guess i'll have to believe in it too.yup,i'll wait,i'll be there for you whenever you need help,i'll help you cause i love you and not because i want you to love me.erm,is love too strong a word to use?maybe "like" is a better word?this is so not a game,like i said and beleive in,i so hate guys who hurt girls.i'll never be such a guy.
haha,i thought only girls would think so much about love,i guess im uh-hem..kk,nvm lar,i don't regret liking her before even if she does not like me.yea,shes the best.omg,i so rmb the first time i saw her pic on someone's friendster.xD.WHOS THAT CHIO BU??omg,so angelic like lar.haha,i still rmb my face when i saw it.i was like omg...
wahah,better le putting it down,like this also i will never forget it,can come back read.xDyup!