Thursday, July 12, 2007 @11:42 PM
i say i want to stop,i can't stop.i said i'll start mugging,i open my book i sian.i say i'm going to finish this piece of work by today,today end without me finishing it.
what am i doing with my life.procrastinating,wasting time,slacking.i just can't concentrate!how??Os is in 12 weeks,i aiming 10 points.thats impossible if i don't start studying now.
any suggestions?smash my com?i think will not be useful,i'll still slack and not study.force myself to study if not i don't sleep?don't think will work either,i lack that much of determination.
i think i need a hope to cling onto,i need to work to achieve this results for someone.i tried myself,but since i hate myself so much,it doesn't work.should i just die?
wait,maybe i should try working for her?something like if i don't get 10 points,i should just forget about her and maybe just die?cause i'm not fit to even think of her?i'm such a total loser?i suck?
hmm,its worth a try.