Saturday, July 21, 2007 @5:15 PM
lol,super bored,saturdays always nothing to do one.anyway,past few days were crappy,i was the lamest guy,kept thinking whether what i saw there was true and though i know its supposed to be nothing,i just felt heavy and weird.ok,its not meant to be understood.
but well,last night i clarified some things,or at least the answers i received were erm,sort of satisfying.LOL,ok,i'm about to start laming again.hmmm,i know a normal person would just go for it,admit you like her,if you get rejected,its fine,no big deal.but,i feel its irresponsible to do so at the moment,i mean,yup,i really want to know you first.and of course,i'm not a normal person.xD
ohya,she also said there was this irritating person in her life,its that refering to me?LOL,though its denied...maybe its a hint?lol,maybe i am just thinking too much.but well,it does get very irritating if you get bugged too much.i have to admit that person will be hated and if i ever am such a bugger,forgive me.=))hmmm,besides her,i think jieying also said something about a bugger a few days ago.LOL,so many despo guys around.wahah,but love is so uncontrolable,maybe not love lar,infatuate?crushes?lol.
hmmm,enough said about last night le.today,mrs ong again,write composition,super sian,then go mavis as usual.now at home half studying half slacking.stupid phone can't connect to computer.i think need a specific wire for that specific model.hmmm,not sure,i'll try find the box.
last night,i had the most random dream lar.i know dreams are meant to be random,but last night was the worst,it can be counted a nightmare?LOL.i dreamt of khong sheng mutilating someone and we were all suspects of the murder.the people in my dreams ranged from 4F people to people i don't know.omg,but why mutilation??i think its all JH's fault lar.tell him le stop flooding my mind with his future plans of mutilating people.i go sms him this morning he go scold me say i'm worst cause i not only dreamt about mutilation but i dreamt of KS too,dots dots.LOL,ok,this is like the lamest and stupidest dream i ever had.
ohya,tomorrow churchie day again.thats fast,LOL.yup,can't wait to go church see everyone again.k lar,i go sleep abit.gd nights.xDD