Sunday, August 5, 2007 @9:24 PM
yesterday was another long saturday.tuitioned the whole day.from morning 9 till evening 5.30.ok,thats very short.....haiz,but well,Os coming le mah,so must chiong alot harder,since i can't seem to concentrate on studying myself.
anyways,today was churchie day.sadly i'm not joining shengjingfang with the other tuan qis to go to japanese garden today.seems like a fun event.ohwells,Os more important!though i did not do much today too.
but i attended the sec4 bible studies lesson today.pretty erm,good.we were taught the difference between superstition and real belief.using examples like those who pray for the ghost during the seventh month.well,though theres no real proof that those ghost really exist,theres been rumours and stories about them,so well,i rather believe just in case something bad happens.and well,they compared it with christianity of course.yes i do believe god's existence.ok,i want to believe his existence.i mean,it takes time.i can't just walk into a temple or a church and say i believe in Buddha or Jesus immediately right?it would be so erm,fake?i want to truely believe in our lord,our savior,our dear heavenly father.give me more time.
i remember ian lam said this on friday,"aiyah,up to you lar,anyway you go to church is because of friends and not god."i was like stunned?thats very nice of him right??i just poped the question asking him whether he wanted to go FOP on friday cause samuel invited me and he replied this after i said i wanted to go on friday instead of saturday with erm,maybe his hogc friends?haiz,i have no comments on this.think all you like,i don't need you to believe who i love,who i believe in.i just need HIM to know it.
anyways,FOP 2007 was great!waiting for Aug 01 2008!really want to go again.xDxD.hopefully this time we can go with more people,the more the merrier.i'm sure HE will be happier when more of his children are gathered together:))
ok lar,about here.i go prepare for tomorrow then sleep le bah.nights