Saturday, September 22, 2007 @10:25 PM
monday getting back results le.Os is like in 32 days.i suddenly feel so lost.i had an aim 2 weeks ago.though a high aim but at least it kept me going.even if i don't make the aim i know i did my best.but suddenly,i don't know where i'm heading.
dad said something today which really made me worried.he said his company had a job vacancy for a packer,earning about $700 a month.and alot of people called to apply,many were malay women.but i think only one could be chosen.so well,its kind of sad right.you have to try so hard even to find a job,and very disappointing when you failed to do so.so i guess we all have to study real hard now,if we want to be able to have an easier time finding a job.
and then again i think of myself.a really hopeless guy.who not only hurt others but also himself.i really hate myself.but i guess,i still have about 50 more years to live.so i should really watch what i do.
today tuitioned whole day,damn sian.damn tired.mrs ong,mavis,chemistry.but o well,left 30 days.must work hard.was in the car thinking about how fast olvls is coming.and thinking of about another 4 more lessons no more chemistry le.i can't help but to feel a little sad lah.but well,i promised myself,i will get lost.i won't give trouble to anyone.so well,i dont know,i'm just being emo over nothing?hmm.anyway,all i want is you and everyone around me to always stay happy.everything else not important.
hmm,tomorrow churchie.havnt been attending for 2 weeks cause of prelims.i know its not fit to be an excuse but i really want to do well.but i have been praying.but a guy like me....no comments.