Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @10:46 PM
erm,i know i should not be blogging.
Os like in 10 days??
i should be mugging hard!!
but hmm,nvm lah,anyway i sleeping soon.
lets see...
this few weeks,nothing interesting as usual.
i'm like so envious at some ppl's lifes.
wow,so funn!!
my prelims was screwed alright.
if i got that L1R5 for my Os,i'm so gonna jump.
anyways,i'm mugging hard now,hope i'll do better.
last friday was our sch's leavers,
one by one collect our scrolls,
one by one flash our pics.
i was like OMG!!quickly end it!!Zzz.
they left dinner to last,was like 8+ alrdy,
me,guangw,javis,junf,jingh went cartel eat.
wah,the food there ar.
i see the price on the menu full already.
but junf kindly treated us to the meal.
thanks alot junfeng!:DD
though very paiseh lah,always give him treat.
weekend went chem tuition.
i damn sad lar,
i'm like the dumbest person there.
doubts i have the most,
marks i score the least.
wah,i really suck.
sunday didn't go church again.
i suddenly feel very scared,
Os seem so near.
yet i know this is not an excuse.
i think i better go this week.
yesterday,went to out to study.
met jingheng,junhao,siyun at ser bus int.
went to some study corner to study.
all so zai la,fully prepared for Os.
only me there so many amaths ques cant solve.
this sucks.maybe i jc also CMI.
haiz,i dont know what to say lah.
the more i think of myself,
the more disappointed i get.
all i can portray is a failure.
i rmb reading from someones blog.
"Imagine yourself with all your bad points,
use a marker and cross out all those points.
imagine yourself with all the good qualities
you wish for,handsome,pretty,smart,etc."
and your self-esteem will be boosted.
lolz,i dare not try.
later give myself too much false hope.
a stupid toad will forever stay one.
and the swanj will forever just be his dream.
ok la,crap enough le.
better continue my mugging tmr.
anyways,i know you all can do it.
wish everyone good luck for Os!:))