Sunday, November 18, 2007 @9:21 PM
today is sunday!
churchie day again.(:
went a little earlier,
acutally,i left the house half-hour earlier.
reached there one-hour earlier,hmmm.
but it was like 8 only,all the shops still closed.
i went to this kaya toast shop.
ordered a cup of milo,
sat for a while.
met gong tuo at 8.30,
we walked to church.
today we had 1723 bros and sis over.
they spoke to us about 1723,
played a game or two,
watched a short video clip.
1723 bros and sis are very nice and friendly!
i want to join them in fellowship next year.
but actually i was considering for quite a while le.
whether i should change to a nearer church.
cause i think its not very good la.
but i feel i need to spend more time on my studies.
after that,i stayed on for sheng jing fang.
we had normal singing,than today was fen xiang day!
we each had to discuss how god has helped us in our lives,
and say our thanks prayers to him.
many sec1 or sec2 didn't take this seriously,
some even joked about it,but they didn't mean it la,
i think they were just shy.
but most of us sec4s shared our experiences,
and expressed our thanks to god whole-heartedly.
its was nice,i felt that this one hour spent was great!
ohya,we also practised some songs,
we were going to sing those songs at our camp.
oooh!!and i payed for the camp today!!
yay,i can go!lol.cause past few weeks didn't go church.
couldn't hand in my form and money.
heng they still accept.
went kfc ate lunch with gong tuo then went home.
i damn down la these few days.
i know its all my fault and no one else is to blame.
who ask me never study to my very very very best.
then come back these shit results,
end up no where to go.
i know its already done and no one can change it.
but i can't help it but to feel sad,
feel disappointed in myself.
hopefully i can really change this time.
study hard no matter which jc i go to.
and enter a U in singapore.
was talking to leong yi.
he wanted to learn guitar at this place,
Acadamy Of Rock or smth.
45 mins per lesson,
once a week,$100 a month.
i feel its quite ex la,
and 45 mins like so short,can learn anything meh,
dont know la,need to ask my parents anyway.
i am damn interested in learning guitar!
was talking to meihua also,
she everytime also emo words everywhere,
but since i like to crap,i shall do it here too.
dying is nothing lar,its hurting yourself that is pain.
life is never 100% happiness.
whats there to emo about,life sure got its downs.
haha,like my life!forever downs!
but well,your life has like more than 75% of the time happy.
from what i can see,so whats there to be emo about.
maybe what i see is not 100% what it really is la.
but whatever it is.stay HAPPY!
yea!HAPPY is all life should be.
wah,i crap out is super easy la,
but doing it is not,lol.
hmmm,ya lor,maybe i should try be emo!
maybe i'll feel better.