Tuesday, January 1, 2008 @11:16 AM
ok,my first post for this new year.
anyway,first of all.Happy New Year to all.
last night i went for church's new year countdown.
the service was kind of boring.
and i was half the time stoning.
was thinking of tons of things.
anyway,ya.we had the countdown.
30..29..28.............3..2..1..WOOOO!!!
haha,it was quite fun la.
then we sent our new year wishes and hopes up in balloons.
if its so easy to forget.it won't be real.
but i'm telling you its real.
i am dead serious.
i get what you mean,
what you want.
how to make you feel happy.
but its a path i can't bring myself to take.
you are very nice.
you think of others first.
you are afraid that i will feel more hurt in the future.
so you want to end it here.
EH WTF LAR.you are a friend i really cannot lose.
if not my life will be dead.
serious,all the good things i said its not there because of infatuation.
its FACTS.you are this great a person.
why am i never contented with what i have.
i mean we are friends.
good friends.
you allowed me this bit closer than friends.
but i still wanted to push the limits.
and now i am in the worst situation ever.
i'm really stuck once again.
THE FTARD IAN IS ONCE AGAIN......XXXXXED.