ok,sometimes i wonder how dumb can i be.
thats a weird thing to think of yea?
but i keep repeating my mistakes again and again.
i don't know whether to laugh or to cry at myself.
cool right?
had another long day.
mondays are always long i guess.
had chem test too.
actually suppose to have hockey training,
but i was really really tired.
maybe things would have been different if i went for training yea?
but well,gods will i guess.
time,time is the key,and i hope it brings good.
maths test!will do well this time i hope.
b o r-e-d..
actually,bored is the wrong word to use la.
its more of s i-a-n..
see,it even has my name in it.
i'm not exactly bored,as in i have things to do.
i just don't have the mood to do it.
i want to do something else.
theres something else up my mind.
but when finally i get the chance to do it,
i can't do it well.
i end up screwing it up.
cool eh?
don't understand?nvm.
love to be busy,
cause if im busy i won't have time to think about uselss things,
yet if i'm too busy with things i enjoy doing,
i can't finish things i don't enjoy but have to do.
but if i just do things i don't enjoy,i end up thinking of uselss things.
so hmm,life sucks yea?
i so hope i can just sleep forever and ever.
thats the only solution out i guess.
woo,finally friday..
past few days was real tiring,
had pacer training on wednesday.
learnt many things then.
like how to organise COP programmes,
how to ask for reflections from my peers.
and stuffs like that.
it was quite fun too.
guess i kind of like the job of a pacer rep!(:
thursday,nothing much happened i guess,
all i remember was that it was a super long day.
and i had to finish my PI after school that day.
oh yes,i shrunk.
from 1.74 in sec4,i am now 1.71.cool right?lol.
today was kind of short,
i was shortlisted for organising a dance thing.
i was asked to go for an interview and stuffs.
but i was told that it was a tough job and i should concentrate on my studies.
guess i shall heed this advice and really spend more time on my studies.
was kind of disappointed in myself after talking to mr lim.
12 points,supposed to be one of the highest scorers in the class,
but i am no where near the top.
i really gave great thoughts into it.
i guess i must really put in extra extra more effort from today.
i mean i'm not aiming for a pass in promotional exams.
i am aiming for As.
i will study hard to achieve it.
ohyes,also had road run today.
i managed to get a towel.
cool eh.heard you had to be top 120 or smth to get one.
but i think they gave out more than that.
i was no where near the top 100s for boys i think.
anyways,glad i managed to at least finish the 4.4km.
real tired,but still got lots of tuition hw to finish for tmrw.
guess i shall start doing.
got back my chem and bio tests today,
kinda disappointing yea?
passed 2 failed 1.
actually the fail was expected lar.
i did not have enought time to study finish that chapter.
actually,i counted that i answered only 11/40 marks.
in the end i scored 13,miricle right?xD
ok,jokes aside,i better mug harder for my tests.
as for chem test,i scored average.
glad to see many people in our class is bucking up.
we will all promote together as a whole 0823A at the end of this year!(:
downloaded the bio lectures from MLG.
i felt it was very useful.
it refreshes my memories on the lectures i had.
hope mrs oh and mdm wong are kind enough to do more of those.
it can really help us study better,really.
i am still kind of lost for PW.
its very hard la.
i am starting to hate it.
i can't get my impact correct,
i can't link my idea to my imapact,
i can't think of a very unique idea.
this sucks.
have hockey and pacer rep training tmrw,
guess i will have to skip one of them.
most likely skipping hockey.
i suddenly feel kinda sick of going to school.
for the past few weeks in innova,
i have been very enthusiastic about school.
loved innova school life so much...
but suddenly,i just feel like staying at home.
tired i guess.
JC life is stressful yea.
and more is yet to come.
we are just at the beginning.
i wonder how much more i can take.
of course,i still love innova,
0823A ROCKS!HYPERNOVAS ROCKS!INNOVA ROCKS!
yea,everything and everyone is fun and cool.
0823A forever yea?(:
heard some stuffs.
ok,at least i felt weird in school too.
don't know,guess its wrong on my part too.
i really don't know what you guys are thinking.
perhaps i shall find out soon by asking.
OK!enough about those stuffs,xD
had school like always,
long day really,ended at like 6
cause i had chem test after school.
test was alright.
made a careless mistake,but hmm,should be alright.
played abit of hockey after school,
wacked the ball a little.
met zi hui,took the train with her.
random chatted,i always love chats with my classmates.
let me know more about what is happening around in 0823A.
allows me to see where we can make room for improvements yea?(:
ok lar,thats my long day.
i'm tired,lost,pissed,
haha,nights!
had chinese lecture on wednesday,
was in-charge of collecting money for the notes with gab.
we should have collected row by row which made it much easier,
but we collected according to class but they were sitted everywhere.
so hmmm.took almost the whole lesson to collect.LOL.
had pitch training in the afternoon.
eh before that we had house meeting.
telling us about the road-run and stuffs.
at pitch training,we practised layering,and took a shot.
then had match at the end.
hockey was as fun as always!(:
thursday ended super late again.
had PE for the last period,ran almost the whole road-run route la.
about 4km++,i managed to jog & run the whole thing.
cool eh,first time sia.ok,i am this unfit alright.lol.
lots of hw for the weekend,and lots of tests next week too.
sian.i better go continue.
mondays are super long~
hate it,lol.but thursdays will be longer,sians.
but anyways,i shall get used to it!((:
i really don't regret choosing innovajc!
its not JUST some 20 point neighbourhood JC alright,
it really rocks to be an innovian,at least i am proud to be one.
to all my teachers,you all are the best,i will try to do my best.
thanks to all my wonderful friends too,and the hypernovas too yea?(:
oh and of course most importantly,0823A,you guys all rock!
we shall study hard,promote together,and all do well for our "A"s!
alright,just got my PW topic today,i shall start planning.
oh yes,today is Pall's birthday,
we celebrated for him and 4 others whos birthday are in the earlier months.
they are zhao di,renee,amerah and diyana.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PALL!(:
and of course not forgeting the rest...
BELATED....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAO DI!
..HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE!
....HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERAH!
......HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIYANA!
this shall be a start guys..
there will be more to come..
today's celebration was counted quite a success yea?
yup,thanks guys!love you all.
now i feel motivated again!
shall plan more of these things!(:
once again,0823A FOREVER!xD
hee!a few photos.
the cake we had!(:
the 5 birthday girls! & boy too i guess..lol
singing the song!((: *claps*
diyana was pointing at me for some reason,but i forgot..haha.
somehow i love this picture,see how sweet everyone is smiling making their wishes.
renee,zhao di,amerah,pall,diyana
blow out the candles!
removing the candles i think...(:
formal card presentation for zhao di!(:cool right?my idea you know..haha.
hee!(: don't know why diyana laughing so hard behind..
i can't remember why i did that!lol
formal presentation for renee!((:
smile with your card!(:
i was called extra sia!lol..but it not everyday you get to take picture with a chio bu yea?so yup..xP.
candice,natalie,desiree,gabrielle.(see what gab holding!$_$..xD)
hmmm,my holidays..
is it even counted holidays?
i am like more tired than normal school days.
anyways,here goes..
had a peer-mentoring course on monday,
it was for all CG and vice-CG reps.
quite fun lar actually,
we played some games and did some exercises.
and we did this 10 question quiz,
i felt so dumb after finishing it.LOL.
ok,tuesdays had chem test,followed by chem remedial lessons.
then had a PW lesson on our PI too.
at least now we know what to and not to do for a PI.
wednesday to friday,had my hockey camp!(:
omg,i still remember the PT!
HIONG sia!or maybe its just that i'm not very fit.lol.
first day we went to NIE pitch,
it was only drizzling,but they still didn't let us play.
so we had tactical lessons in the shelter.
we ate at cp that night.bought some snacks.
went to hockey village the 2nd day,
we managed to play a few matches this time.
then came our friendly with crescent girls.
we were totally trashed.
i mean they were like so pro lar.
really,we can see the big difference in skills and "enthuness".
since i did not get to play,i was sitting at the side with jolene,huda and nadiah.
we were like observing the crescent girls,and hmmm,
chatting about weird stuffs,like who is cute,who is les,and stuffs like that.
got 1 girl super cute & chio sia.LOL.ok.....
hmmm,but after seeing the way they play.
we know we have so much more to learn.
then we went back to school,
coach treated us to dinner,nasi lemak.
it was cool.then we watched a few movies.
then played a game.
it was kind of to welcome us into the hypernovas!
some sort of ritual?hahaha.
anyways,yup,we are officially HYPERNOVAS!
so cool right?heee..
we were grandly presented our hypernova T-shirts.
had breakfast,a short talk with coach gordon,and our camp finally came to an end.
super tired.but it was fun!(:
ok today was fine i think,
quite a short day i guess.
was suppose to go for hockey,
but studied till about 4 sianed le.
in the end went home.
i don't know la.
i am trying to be funny again.
see the clown,laugh.hahaha.
lame.
nvm.
i swear if i ever try to be clown again.
i shall go jump sea.
STUDY,HOCKEY shall be my life.
hmm,another 2 more days in school.
had hockey practise on wed.
went with shining and mus to causeway to eat before training.
then we went back to school for hockey.
first time had quite a hiong training,
and then we did abit of practising with dribbling skills.
i so need more practise.
the girls had game that day.we guys did not.
today,super long day,
had PT for PE too.super tired sia.
but i have to finish econs homework.sianed.
oh,and i tried to organise a 0823A outing next week.
got quite a few can't make it,
others say want to change the day.
i kinda give up in forcing this class to bond already.
i'm like the only one who has talked to everyone in this class.
most of the others hardly talked to people out of their cliques.
am i overdoing things?
do you guys find me a nuisance?
i really don't know.
aiya,whatever la..
at least i'm glad there are certain people who are friendly & approachable.
hee..a few days never blogged again.
as usual,firstly not free,secondly lazy.(:
ohyes,i remember mrlim saying he can find any of our blogs.
actually up to now i still don't believe those words.
but o well,even if he finds my blog,i have nothing to hide.lol.
saturday,went with hockey mates to buy sticks.
all of us chose nice new composite sticks!
i bought a GRAY GX5000 TURBO!
sweet bright orange coloured.
it has a powerbeam design which makes it look super cool..
and i don't feel the bulge at the head of the stick.
so yep,love my new stick.
bought shin pads and long socks too.
guess i have decided to join hockey and will train real hard.
hope i make it into the school team.
went to church on sunday,
another interesting preaching by pastor jason.
so love his preachings.
had gp tuition.
thats was my sunday.
monday was cool.got my timetable today.
mondays and thursdays are super long ok.
i see already damn sian.lessons ended at 4.40 on mondays.
then i had hockey training.
today's training a little hiong.
had running and sprinting.
then we learned 2 skills.
smacking the ball and "slap shot".
i'm going to practise hard with these skills.
oh yes,mus joined us for hockey today.
actually she and shining suppose to join us to try hockey,
but shining had japanese class,so could not make it.
sad right?ok.dont get the wrong idea,haha.
today,quite a long day too,
lessons ended at 3.10.
but today got no hockey,so well,
have to use today to rush homework.
ohyes,had PW lecture today.
the lecture was super cool lar.
we had a great time,and well,more than 50% of the stuffs went in ok.
so yup.nice lecture erm,mr..erm,i not sure his name.haha.
after school.mrted home.
oh yes,mrted with eileen.
had a short chat.and,i have a vision for tomorrow...
i aim to bring 0823A together as one!
the 5 cliques shall merge as one!WOO.hahaha.
so dramatic.but....i can achieve...i can achieve...
lol,ok,lameness aside.i really want us bonded together asap.
i want to try plan a 0823A outing for march holidays.
and yup.we shall know more about each other.
ohyes,mrlim said something about at least 4/24 of our class will be retained.
he said its a confirmed number as shown from each year.
but i totally don't wish to see it happen to 0823A.
i will study hard,and motivate everyone to study hard.
and we shall all promote to J2 together!(: