hmm,i like to blog about as much detail of my life as i can rmb.
arvin was like telling me,
it is gay to blog about your life,
cause its like you are whining about your life.
so guys should not blog.
i was like hmmm.maybe.but i still want to do it.lol

supposed to go for match on tuesday,
but i did not want to go.
zul kept scolding me,saying i don't have the attitude anymore,
but hmmm,i really have no mood and energy left for hockey for now.
tests,school work,PW,many more...tired.
stayed back to discuss PW.
cause we could use the library,
we used LT3!we had the whole LT to ourselves.cool eh?(:

today had lessons as usual.
econs lectures getting kind of irritating,but owell,lol.
after school,had CGrep & pacer meeting.
we were told we have to attend an interview on friday.
tho diyana was complaining,i think its quite cool.lol.
then had POP talent showcase.
i felt the judges were very bias.
as in,the top winners.hmm,i felt there were better performers.

was raining after the POP.
took a bus with gab and candice,
then trained with gab to amk and changed bus.
first time got people sit same bus with me in IJC.
first time i don't feel sian on my long way home.

to make a choice myself huh...
i think i will do it.

went to school earlier today.
did not meet the usual at macs.
met mr tan with the rest of the hockey team.
he told us that he would give us a chance to play in A div.
cause the J2s did something bad on friday,
then mr tan did not let them play already.
but hmm,i feel i am not ready,
i think i don't want to play tomorrow.
so i won't miss any lessons and stay in school for PW.

long day today,
had PE.
we ran 6 intervals today.
intervals is like worst than 2.4..
damn tired after the 6 rounds.
then we had PW.
discussed abit in our groups.
once again i wish to say,
this PW group rocks,
i'm sure we can all get our As(:

then had chem test in the evening.
i think cmi.
haiz.
took the train home with couz,her friend,zihui and szesing.
zihui very joker.
but hmm,she never fails to keep us laughing.
was discussing some serious issues with someone just now on msn.
and yea!the serious problem is solved!
woo,the world can be saved!(:
haha.lame.

fridays,shortest day of my week!
at least till today la.(:
ohyes,i was late today!
first time alright.
cause someone left her shoebag at mac...
thanks ah,lol.nah jking.
anyways,its always good to try new things.
i tried running 2 rounds the parade square today!
cool right?(:

was late for chem lecture.
2 hours of lectures straight,super sian can.
then had econs tutorial,then bio tutorial.
whole day was soo boring.
ohyes,that KS had to do it again!grrr.
i know i'm being real lame.
haiz..

then had our PW meeting at library.
i managed to get a discussion room for us.
quite cool la.
we managed to decide on a PI.
and brainstormed alot.
kind of have the idea and direction we are headed!
actually,i'm so wrong about my group.
we can get things done!
we rock yea?xD

long day again..
my thursdays always super long la.
had a long and boring gp lecture to start off my day.
really,lecturer's voice was monotone,
topic was super dry,education...
then that ks had to piss me too.
grrr.hmm,nvm..

then had chinese,i felt was quite boring too.
then civics,
mr lim showed us his holiday photos to sydney and melborne.
so cool lar the place.
i can't wait to visit those places!
i also want to visit japan!and germany!woo,so many places i want to go!(:
those melborne photos really brought back memories.
i remember the 12 apostles,london bridge,the kangaroos,
koalas,and many more..so nice!

then had chem practical.
mock SPA 2.
i wasn't sure how to do the calculations part.
but hmm,manage to finish.
then had PW,we had like 10 mins to discuss in our groups.
totally not enough time.
i asked for a meeting tomorrow after school.
i suddenly like PW again.
my enthusiasm for PW is back!(:
lol..

then had PE.
we did short-put today.
quite cool,
ohyes.she was totally cute doing short-put too can.
the way she threw,the posture she ended with.
omg,obsession huh.nah.just a random comment.
okok,better stop.i was told to stop this gayness.
ok,still got econs essay to finish..
better start on it.

wednesdays..suppose to end super late cause of cca.
but hmm,i skipped cca again.
not that i don't like hockey,in fact,i love it.
but hmm,don't know why just no mood to play hockey recently.
and i want to commit abit more time to my studies.

so yup,had chinese lecture today,
we watched another movie,i not sure the title leh.
but quite interesting.
then had gp tutorial.
we went through the group essay we discussed.
i know i did not do a really good job.
9/20 huh,bet that was out of leniency too.
hope i do better for my timed essays.

had waffle after school,this time i tried the kaya.
not bad la,then walked to cp with gab and des.
bought doughnuts,
then tried this chocolate something.
eh i forgot what its called.
but it was very nice.
though quite ex,but kind of worth it.
i ate alot.bet i'll put on alot of weight.

trained home.
my enthuness in attending school at innova is falling by the day.
can't wait for PW to start!
wooo,my passion for PW has returned!

ohyes,dad bought me a new pair of adidas.
orange stripes this time.
orange is a hot colour.
ok,that was random.

forget it?
give up?
is it that simple?
nah,i'm still thinking,
but maybe i would not.

another day in school.
i really don't know what i'm trying to do now.
chatted with someone last night.
was told off,encouraged,and don't know..
today in school,thought about it too.
in fact now,i'm still thinking about it.
i really don't know what i should do,
what choice i should make.
sorry.

had to write a chinese composition in class.
long time didn't write chinese composition already,
like since last june?
hmm,managed to write one out,
and i'm quite satisfied after reading it.
then came civics where we were told off by mr lim.
he encouraged us again about our studies.

i can feel from his tone that he really does care about us.
though he says"i swear im going to filter those who can't make it"
but i know he is just saying this to make us study hard.
i know he does not want any of us to join a 09XXX class.
but really,thats the most he can do,the rest is up to us to study.
so me and diyana have decided.
we shall help everyone and ourselves.
we will do our best to help everyone.
we will find all methods and ways to push even those who don't study.
so yes,our goal is to have the whole 0823A staying together next year.

bio was as fast as always,
mdm wong was telling us its already very slow.
but its really fast for us,we really can't catch everything.

i have alot of things in my mind.
i feel i'm going to explode anytime.
i really don't know what to do...
i have to make a choice...

today was as usual.
met the usual guys at mac.
shining had something on so she went to school ealier.
had PE.
today we ran 2.4,did 1.5 of the usual sets,
did 2 sets of incline pull up,pull up,monkeybars.
my skin on my hand tore,damn pain.
then ended off with 1 set of weight-lift in the gym.

then had PW,
we got our groupings,
haiz,sadded.....
sian la...
but owell,guess i'm still quite happy with the people in my group.
but haiz...i still want.....

had chem test,did not have time to finish.
something happened during chem test...
i kept thinking about it la.
sorry,i guess im kind of irritating...
was talking to candice on the train home,
more self-control....
hmm,i think i should really try..

ok,i studied and did homework this weekend ok.
yesterday and today,i sat and studied and did HW!
besides tuition stuffs,i tried to do as much sch stuffs as possible.

next week we getting our PW groupings!
was laughing at JQ when he complained to me about his.
shall not have too high hopes!lol.

first A div match tomorrow.
but i'm not going.
i don't want to miss lessons,and i have a chem test too.
so yup,shall stay for lessons!

i miss going to school...

got caught for not completing my econs tutorial.
got told off by mdm loh.
now the whole class has seen the "slacker" side of me.
it was so embarrasing la.
wonder how am i going to motivate everyone to study hard now.
but actually,i only care about her.
have been trying to motivate her to work hard,
and now i show this side of myself.
ok,maybe she does not even give a damn.
who am i to her.
she is this much an important person to me,
but i am probably just another normal guy on the streets.
but i dont know..
i still feel weird,
like she will look down even more on me,
like i can't speak to her anymore.
gosh,i'm going crazy.

i won't let this happen again.

ok..finally handed in my PI today.
though im not satisfied with my work,
hmmm,i guess i'll continue trying to improve on it.

lessons were as usual,
had to finish some dumb flag thing for international friendship day.
i mean really...i spent 2 hours the previous night doing it,
diyana spent another 2 hours last night finishing up.
and its erm...
hope we win tomorrow.

suppose to have hockey today,
i wanted to come home and study.
so was deciding in school.
then someone helped me made my choice!(:
met coincidentally alright!
chatted again.
thank god it wasn't really awkward this time.
im going crazy,the more i.....
jc life,not so bad afterall.
ohyes.i passed my maths test!
cool eh.woo.

only thinking of you.....randomness..

so much things to do..
so many subjects to study,
so little time,
got PI to hand in,
got chem test to study for,
got econs tutorial to do,
got chinese things to research on.

JC life is so packed!
in addition still need tuitions and other things to keep up.
and PI is so damn hard to do.
i keep getting stuck and need to resist the temptation to change the topic.
i HATE PW!
think i will be doing getting my PW groupings next week.
our class girls are all hardworking,
sadly the 7 of us guys are slackers.

next phase of PW starting..GAY!!zzz.
just when we are ALMOST finishing one part,
another one starts.this sucks.

hmm,4 goals in JC life huh,
Study hard,Have fun playing hockey,Have fun with 0823A.
actually jc really quite fun la.
though abit stress,and may get a little boring at times.
but overall,it still rocks,0823A rocks.

alot of things have happened again.
cool right.within months,SO many things can happen.
i must really suck.

anyways,have lots of things to do..
PI due next week,
have CHEM retest on monday,
have flag day tmrw,

so much homework,
and i still have time to think about her.
cool eh?
this is just dumb la.
i really hate myself.
but only hate myself.

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