Friday, September 5, 2008 @10:19 PM
end of sept holidays already.
rushed WR,I&R,went back for extra lessons..
this holiday wasn't really much of a holiday i guess.
anyway,mid-course is coming.can't be helped i guess..
sometimes i really wonder..
things that are done wrongly can never be undone.
once i took that wrong step,even time can't change it.
i really just want to start as friends,
but it seems so hard.
i know its you.
you are the one and only now.
it hurts not even being able be normal friends.
someone keep saying you are like this other her..
but you are not.
in fact,you two are totally different.
you are kind,she is less.
others first before yourself,herself first before others.
you are selfless,she is not.
you are PC,she is PH.
and somehow,you are just better than her..
i rmb that who always like to ask:"you think XXXXX or XXXXXX prettier?"
or still got:"you think XXXX XXX or XXXXXX prettier?"
i would always be like,both also not pretty la can.
though now i have the definite answer.
but then again,pretty is the first impression only la.
after this 6 months,
yes,you are more than just pretty on the outside.
hmm,don't know why i feel damn uncomfortable on the inside.
bet anyone who sees this will go...zz,then again its ian..
haha,this is so like gamgamgamgamgam.
haiz.i hate this.