Sunday, October 19, 2008 @11:50 PM
supposed to have pw on sat,
ended up only i went.
did abit then left.
hmm,although this sounds like i'm whining,
but actually not really,
guess the rest were busy.
in the end played abit of pool with JH.
damn sian,lost almost every round.
i very scared i'll take a wrong step again.
i really cannot afford another..
i'm sorry,i'm really am.
i'm am that kind of person,
i'm trying to change.
but its not happening..
i'm still that old self of mine.
forever taking a wrong step and regretting it.
i really don't mean to make things wrong between us.
sorry,really am.
haiz,i guess this is life.
my life.
hmm,just kidding.not?