Sunday, January 31, 2010 @5:16 PM
even after 2 people know they love each other,
still so many problems arise..
i always like lending a listening ear to my friends,
hearing them tell me about their rs.
the problems they face,
they happy times they share.
others enjoy romance movies and dramas, where it always ends with a happy ending,
i enjoy them too,
but i definitely enjoy these real life experiences even more!
not because i'm kaypo, i also really do care for my friends!
i don't know why i keep thinking of you.
others say this is a crush, an infatuation.
that it will not last..
but i really don't know..
i keep thinking of you, i miss you dearly when i've not seen you for so long..
the questions people ask me,
like why do i like her? do we have anything in common?
is it just a crush?
even questions that i ask myself..
how long will i like her? can i like her forever?
will i just fall for another princess after a while?
I REALLY DON'T KNOW!
I REALLY REALLY DON'T KNOW!
all i know is i am happy when i think of her.
i want to see her smile, i want her to be happy.
i will do anything as long as she's happy.
perhaps these 2 years will show it.
if i can still love her after this 2 years,
i'll do more after that..
although it may sound abit of a loser..
i'm scared.. i'm not sure what will happen for the next 2 years,
a new lifestyle, others say its tough,
some say its enjoyable,
i personally accept both and think it would be fine as long i get used to it.
but still, i can't help it but to feel scared.
its normal right? like before you take an injection,
you'll feel afraid of the pain..
but during the process, you are braver, you are able to take the pain.
and its not too scary afterall!(:
hope NS would be the same..
i really really miss you.