Thursday, January 7, 2010 @12:12 PM
okok, another 2 weeks have passed since i came back from beijing!
fun fun and fun!
went clubbing last wed with fel,noi,iris,te, and the guys..
somehow the first is always the best i guess.
i had so much fun last week!
gabriel that noob dislocated his leg climbing up and down the platform. HAH!
but it was really fun! dancing to the music, drinking..
i so wished we could go clubbing every week!
had countdown chalet organised by jerry!
it was so much fun too! mahjong and movies overnight!
oh i got drunk, they said i was repeating nonsense over and over again! lol.
but the feeling of being dizzy rocks!
its a high feeling and you are not being able to worry about anything!
cause you can't think straight.
went clubbing again last night.
this time with fel,shann,shining,jolyn,fel's two friends, and the guys..
it was alright this time too.
joel is a nice guy after all, not sure why my impression of him made me kind of afraid of him before we met again today.
anyways, yup..
things were kind of wierd, she was kind of avoiding me the whole night.
i tried to protect her, she shifted position,
and she was really close to some guys,
i know its just friends, and its her character to be that friendly to friends,
and i'm nothing to her..
but i still feel fucked up. lol. OMG!
eh, i feel so noob, whining on a blog.
but no worries, its a dead blog, she nor anyone important will find their way here!(:
she's really a very nice girl,
she's really attractive when she has that serious look.
will never forget that few moments in which i was mesmerized by her over the years.
the mp3 earplugs in her ears while reading a book.
if i were good at art, i would capture that moment..
many other moments i guess.
cute sides like today at macs, the way she was tempted by food and all.
she was really cute and funny!
not sure if i will get to see her again.
i really hope i do.
maybe i will have grow the balls to ask her out.
then again she has to agree first right?
ahh gosh! i'm feeling SO FUCKED UP!