Thursday, February 4, 2010 @8:09 PM
happy birthday jiaying!(:
i thought i liked you,
i mean i do like you, as a really good friend, as a sister..
i'm a guy who likes it when i am depended on..
hahah, sounds weird.. oh well..
many people keep asking me, even sherilyn last night..
why do i like her?
i didn't answer her, partly cause it was kind of sudden.
and well, it would be weird, as they are really good friends.
i finally understand.
i like her, cause i'm happy when she's around..
her cheerful and carefree nature,
never fails to touch your heart,
make you smile,
i'm not saying this cause i'm blinded by love or whatever.
you would understand if you are her friend and hang out with her.
i never dared say this before but i'm really sure,
she's the one.
she's the one i'll be happy as long as she is happy.
i mean really, maybe i don't know her well enough,
but she's really a nice and great girl.
only thing is she enjoys clubbing which is nothing wrong..
i also enjoy clubbing,
but her going there often worries others i guess.
especially me, hearing all the stories from others,
after a girl gets drunk and stuff..
but well, i believe she knows what shes doing and know her limits when drinking.
and she often goes with a whole lot of trusted friends who would protect her.
so i guess its kind of a relief.
the current me sucks.
i want to improve myself,
physically, mentally, financially.. basically in whatever way i can.
then i would have the fullest confidence to go all out after her.
yes, i know she's the one. i'll wait till i am ready.
as well as when she is.
NS starts tomorrow.
i'm scared. but well, its for the country.
my family, friends, and most importantly her & myself.
i'm going to take this few months seriously and improve myself!
will not get to use the computer much,
will blog whenever i can.
i really hope you will just stay happy and safe!
may god bless all of us.