Friday, September 14, 2007 @11:42 PM
this whole week my prelims,was studying and doing other stuffs,didn't really feel like blogging anyway.its something i have to accept and i know its best this way yet i can't accept it,i suck lah ok.
anyway,last friday met with xdong,qxiong,hkwang,shuyun,mr wong.supposed to be more lah,but everyone busy studying for prelims,ps us.haiz,so anyway,mr wong treat us to pizza hut.damn yummy lah,and we were like being childish there.cause got this waitress quite chio,to xdong lah at least,then he was like trying to be funny,he needed tobasco sauce or how you spell it,then he go ask the guy waiter nearest to us to call that waitress come,lol,damn funny lah.but we were like super pai seh.haha,mr wong also,people see him sit together with us also think he like us so childish.haha,anyway,it was fun.they were like telling alot of jokes(cold ones).yup.after eating,we left le lor,cause not many people came,mr wong and shuyun decided to go home.xdong had tuition.i went with hkwang and qxiong to kpool go play pool.my first time,but super fun!!will no be my last.after Os everyday go play!hehe.
and well,saturday,i know its not a big deal la,its nothing to begin with,all i wanted is another friend,right?i guess i really suck lah,my EQ is a negative value!i really hate myself now.not only do i hurt others around me,i hurt myself too.i guess a guy like me really suck and don't deserve to live in this world.i really want to apologise for all the trouble i caused,yet i know i should not,cause you told me right in my face.i really don't know what to do.
prelims.was quite ok bah,i hope.next week left 4 papers.maths and science mcqs.hope i can do alright.jia you bah everyone.i know you all can do it.