Friday, September 19, 2008 @9:47 PM
another week closer to mid-course.
and i hardly revised.
alot alot of things happened this week.
happy things,sad things,worring things,alot la.
had this dream a few nights ago.
i still can't forget about it.
really,its the first time i felt damn helpess.
i really did not know what to do.
if that were to happen in real life.
i really dont know what i would do.
now i understand why some people choose to suicide.
its the feeling of helplessness.
it really sucks.
today desiree said something which really shocked me too.
i mean all i asked is to move to the front cause its hard to see the screen.
i swear i had no other intentions.
and she had to say those words.
i mean it may be nth.
but i really felt very,hurt?
nah,a guy should never be hurt by words.
but i felt kind of sad,somemore its coming from a friend whom i always felt was a good friend.
yesterday stayed back to play frisbee.
damn fun la can.
though we lost like big time?
but it was damn fun!haha.
could see renee was trying her best to lead the team well.
and she was kind of disappointed cause we lost.
sorry,i think we could have done better.
i'll try and play better next time.
that who always tell me..
"She likes TALL and HANDSOME guys"
okay..but anyway,don't care le.(: